A Letter for You That I Won’t Tell

Seorang teman yang sedang belajar bahasa Inggris memintaku memperbaiki kalimat bahasa Inggris yang ia buat dalam bentuk surat seperti ini lalu menerjemahkannya kembali dengan taste dan tone yang nendang. hehehe.. well, setelah aku tulis ulang jadilah seperti ini. Tapi gatau enak dibaca apa ngga. Untuk lebih jelasnya mengenai apa isi surat itu, baca sendiri aja deh ya. Hihi.. Let’s check it.

Dear Yellow Ranger,

I dunno why I should write this private letter

Suddenly I remember of you, of our memories

But I can’t chat you, I can’t tell you what in my tought is right now

So, let this letter accompany me

And make it as if it is you..

Several monts ago, our relationship is getting closed, eh?

I feel comfortable to chat you, entertain you, accompany you

Everytime you need, as long as I can.

But this relationship is not like falling in love between boy and girl

I dont bring it up, really, as long as I can accompany you, that is not a big problem for me.

Onetime, you clearly said you want to make it happen

But again, you said it too late, by saying that you would had another girl in your side

This girl was your mom’s spontaneous choice

That, if you refuse it, your mom will break her lovely relationship.

You said you want to refuse, I said try it first. You don’t know a person so well before taking any introduction, right?

Then I let you try it, really..

Days after that, you came. Told me that your both realtionship is better than our prediction

I was really glad to hear that

Until you said, you were still thinking of me, wanted to make your late wish comes true

I know everything since then, really..

I decided to go far away from you

Because if I’m still in your side, I know you will devide your heart into two

You agreed it, you didn’t stop me to take this way

At that time, if you have stopped me, I would. Really. But you didn’t.

So I let you to choose her, to save your mom from strom of chaos

Even I get some “not important pains” here, really..

I wouldn’t say it to you, because your pain would be more than mine

So let me get it first before you and your family.

I said I don’t take any feeling in our relationship, I dont have any hopes hanging on your back, may be it is right maybe it is not.

I just feel sorry for our friendship which should be end like this, really..

We can’t keep in touch any longer

Even you had ever come back again, I just can’t admit you to be my friend

Because i know if I do, it will hurt you

I just can pray the best for you, and her, and family.

The thing that I can do is..

I let you think that I am snobbish. Yeah. Eventhough I don’t want it. Really.

Your Old Friend,

Inah.

Ps. Let me know that you both will be preparing marriage party, oke? ;)