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A Letter for You That I Won’t Tell

| Sabtu, September 05, 2015
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Seorang teman yang sedang belajar bahasa Inggris memintaku memperbaiki kalimat bahasa Inggris yang ia buat dalam bentuk surat seperti ini lalu menerjemahkannya kembali dengan taste dan tone yang nendang. hehehe.. well, setelah aku tulis ulang jadilah seperti ini. Tapi gatau enak dibaca apa ngga. Untuk lebih jelasnya mengenai apa isi surat itu, baca sendiri aja deh ya. Hihi.. Let’s check it.




Dear Yellow Ranger,

I dunno why I should write this private letter
Suddenly I remember of you, of our memories
But I can’t chat you, I can’t tell you what in my tought is right now
So, let this letter accompany me
And make it as if it is you..

Several monts ago, our relationship is getting closed, eh?
I feel comfortable to chat you, entertain you, accompany you
Everytime you need, as long as I can.
But this relationship is not like falling in love between boy and girl
I dont bring it up, really, as long as I can accompany you, that is not a big problem for me.

Onetime, you clearly said you want to make it happen
But again, you said it too late, by saying that you would had another girl in your side
This girl was your mom’s spontaneous choice
That, if you refuse it, your mom will break her lovely relationship.
You said you want to refuse, I said try it first. You don’t know a person so well before taking any introduction, right?
Then I let you try it, really..

Days after that, you came. Told me that your both realtionship is better than our prediction
I was really glad to hear that
Until you said, you were still thinking of me, wanted to make your late wish comes true
I know everything since then, really..

I decided to go far away from you
Because if I’m still in your side, I know you will devide your heart into two
You agreed it, you didn’t stop me to take this way
At that time, if you have stopped me, I would. Really. But you didn’t.
So I let you to choose her, to save your mom from strom of chaos
Even I get some “not important pains” here, really..

I wouldn’t say it to you, because your pain would be more than mine
So let me get it first before you and your family.
I said I don’t take any feeling in our relationship, I dont have any hopes hanging on your back, may be it is right maybe it is not.
I just feel sorry for our friendship which should be end like this, really..

We can’t keep in touch any longer
Even you had ever come back again, I just can’t admit you to be my friend
Because i know if I do, it will hurt you
I just can pray the best for you, and her, and family.
The thing that I can do is..
I let you think that I am snobbish. Yeah. Eventhough I don’t want it. Really.


Your Old Friend,


Inah.

Ps. Let me know that you both will be preparing marriage party, oke? ;)

A Letter for You That I Won’t Tell

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I wrote this letter fully in English. I'm sure you know the reason why. So please read it carefully. Everyword in this letter comes from my deepest heart.

Once when you meet someone, you’ll leave them someday.

I just realize this words lately when I know our relationship can’t be simply called a relationship. I start to like you, I start to love you, I start to save your existence in this heart. But you know what? My thought never want to admit it. You know the reason why? Because I know, everytime we love someone, it will get more pain when the farewell comes between us. So I dont want to take any risks. I dont want to admit it, that you have stolen my heart deeply.

Our sweet relationship was built from daily togetherness. You do know I am introvert, passive, silent, and shy person. That’s why it was valuable moment in my life to meet you. You taught me everything that I dont understand about this life. And slowly, I started changing my personality into the better one, like what you taught me. I really thank to god for giving me time to meet an angel like you.

Now, our togetherness might not be like before. We might also not be able to meet everyday. Because the last task that we started it toghether has been finished. Our journey, that we usually pass by together, is coming to the end. And when we are coming to the end, we should take our own path separately.

Honestly, I dont want to come to this end of journey. I cant let you go far away from me. I dont want it to be happened. Im so afraid to loose you. Im afraid you will be different from now, you’ll be like a stranger as if we dont know each other someday. Because all I want is just to be in your side, I want to grow up together with you until I cant open my eyes.

Do you still remember our wishes for the future? You want me to build a house next to your house someday when we will got married. Our children should be a pair. Your child will be girl, mine will be boy, or vice versa. And then our children can get merried so we will still keep in touch more and more. Ah.. just cute wish. But want to make it happen too.

You always make my day everytime. You taught me how to sing. Now my voice is better than before, I guess. You taught me how to communicate something with people, I accustomized to great some people and talk to or ask for something I need to take any conversation. And yeah, you changed my life. Like a light from the stars which enlight the dark sky at night. Feels so charm and looks so beautiful.

Every person has their own privacy eventhough they have someone important in their life. So di I and you. You never show your sadness to me. I know you have big troubles in life, but you never let me know about it. Everytime I ask you what is happening, you have no words for me, say that everything is oke. I understand that your secret might really privacy. I respect it. But honestly, I want to diminish all burdens hanging on your sholder. I can’t do nothing if you don’t want me to know. I just have to pray the best for you everytime. Yeah.

I’m remembering all of our memories this late 2 years in this letter. Now I dunno why suddenly tears on my eyes come down. Can’t hold it any longer. I want to push it, I dont want to admit that I miss you so.

For this time, in the end of our long journey, I dont want to say farewell. You dont have to say it too. I dont want to hear it, oke. Let’s say that we just need to take a new journey individually, but in the end of our individual journey, we’ll meet again. Yeah, we will. So let’s go. Let’s see what are some the differences between we now and we tomorrow. Our score of journey might be different, but our togetherness wouldn’t.

Please listen to my message. Listen to and do it. Since I cant follow you anymore, can’t accompany your days, can’t look after you in bad day, then please take care of yourself. If there’s something bad happen to you, I will not stop blaming my self for not being in your side everytime. I know someday everything will change, I will prepare my self for some changes of yours or mine. At last, I thank you for everything I had from you now. Great thanks for you my dear friend. Please always be my light. J


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